Verbal Crucifixion-Philosophy at the Brink of Destruction

Verbal Crucifixion-Philosophy at the Brink of Destruction

I stand in a graveyard and the wind blows around me
Otherwise it's deadsilent, dark and i cannot see
What's my life's meaning, what am i meant to be
I fall to my knees and bow down to thee
Can you give me the answers im so desperat to find
Cause iv'e searched high and low and soon im out of my mind
Im fumbling in darkness just as i was blind
I wanna just wanna go back in time please rewind
But iv'e grown know to these ruin's that used to be my life
Iv'e grown attatched to all of life's pain and strife
But still i feel that i want something else
And i know what you think i just think bout myself
But why should i not when in darkness i dwell
I just wanna come out of this fog and this hell
But i guess it karma and i draw a short straw
And know im forever caught in this endless thaw
Yeah i sware i will never again see the summer
Im wet and cold wishing for the ending slumber
But it never comes so im awlays awake
But i pray to god to just take me away